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​blog: You'll Never Be Quite the Same

Lost in time

11/10/2019

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​            Time was a favorite theme in Rachel Field’s writing, so it feels appropriate that working on her book sent me into reflections on time. I spent about four hours today, slogging through endless excavatory expeditions for my endnotes. Meanwhile, a refrain sang through my brain:
            “BABYBABYBABYBABYNELLIENELLIENELLIENELLIEBABYNELLIEBABY. Tonight? Tomorrow? When will I meet you, dear newest family member?”
            Once I became immersed in revisiting the world of my nine-year research project, those four hours slipped blissfully by. Time slowed down, muting the refrain.                                                                     "babybabybabybabynellienellienellienelliebabynelliebaby."
            The re-immersion into Rachel’s world, the letters, the newspaper articles, her voice rising from the pages again…it animates me, absorbs me; I am lost to time, and time disappears.
                (babybabybabybabynellienellienellienelliebabynelliebaby).
            Unfortunately, re-immersion also elicits second-guessing, self-doubt. So many cool things, incisive quotations, fascinating facts leap from these thousands of photos, notes, and archives; I should have used this one! I must add that one! Maybe I ought to rewrite – gah! No!!
             One preoccupation was replaced by another.
 
My 60th year in 60,000 words
Day 75: 160 words, TOTAL = 12,484; 47,516 remaining


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Jonathan
11/14/2019 10:01:12 pm

So honest. Thank you.

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    Robin Clifford Wood is an award-winning author, poet, and writing teacher.  She lives  in central Maine with her husband, loves to be outdoors, and enjoys ever-expanding horizons through her children, grandchildren, and granddogs.

    To read about the "60th year in 60,000 words" challenge, go to the August 27th blog post. 
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